September 2, 2009

Two roads...

... so many thoughts in my head. there are two roads to walk on and one road to choose...

Those were lines from the song "Thinking Over", from the soundtrack of Raising Helen. Love the movie, love the song. Those lines somewhat speak of what I feel right now. In a few, the person from the company where I will be working soon will give me the details of the job offer. But if I were to choose, between employment and being a stay at home or work at home wife, I'd choose the latter. I've come to enjoy thinking of the gazillion things to do at home. I don't get bored. I just love cleaning, decorating and organizing our space. And I enjoy planning our meals and cooking them. But is the choice mine to make? Nah. Well, at least not for now. We still can't afford it. Hubby cannot shoulder all the expenses alone. I have to help him bring home the bacon. With the cost of our apartment rent, condo amortization, the household bills/utilities, groceries, insurance and my super expensive treatment (LIT, tests, check-ups, meds) in preparation for pregnancy, I just have to pass up on the housewife dream. I do hope that our upcoming business becomes successful. Sorry but I really don't see myself confined in the office for a very long time. But given the need, I just have to take it. In the meantime...

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